#160 - What song best describes your life?

If I could heal myself
Where would I begin?
I really wish I'd had a shoulder
I'd try and climb from this hole I'm in
This is easy
This is easier

They barely spoke while he drove, Rev gazed out the window and watched the scenery as it speed by, enjoying the feel of the wind as it swept over them. There was no doubt Pop had scouted out the location beforehand and she trusted him enough to not pay attention to where they were going. He’d take care of her; he always did.

Do you think this is Selfish?
Does this make me crazed?
It's just a consequence of the easiest choice that I've made

It was a field or something - Rev supposed it she were the romantic type she’d have called it a meadow – all grass and flowers. She changed right there into the outfit he’d brought for her, still not saying a word except to ask how he wanted the dress to look. At least they were alone this time; she hated when he brought other men along though she never complained. There wasn’t much point.

This is easy
This is easier for me
Than to pretend that this will ever get easier for me

She lay back in the cool grass and let him arrange her as he usually did, so she’d be at her most artistic. Pop did, in fact, care about the photographs he took and these were pictures that kept him in business and kept Rev in her much preferred state of numbness. He fixed her hair around her face and then drew a finger along the inside of one of her arms, searching and finally putting pressure on a spot she knew would soon be replaced by that all to familiar needle-prick. And Rev just smiled.

This will never get easy


Lyrics in italics from Tapping the Vein's Fingertips.